Most humiliating moment of 30 year old's life

that humiliation in that moment whenever
this guy he didn't use my name
he just said hey
make these ladies a couple rolls on me
huh well damn
i just turned 30 years old
well
anyways nice to meet you my name is fee
aka code phony
and normally this is where i would try
to sell you unsubscribing or liking this
video or whatever
but i'm 30 years old now so i'm going to
take it easy and i'm just going to tell
you the story after dropping out i
started doing sushi
and after doing sushi for a while
i you know jumped to a couple different
restaurants
and that's when i had my
this moment
if you haven't had one of these moments
i highly recommend it because it really
lights the fire under your ass it might
not sound
big to you it might not
it might not be a big deal for someone
else but to me in that moment i was
infuriated like nothing else
so it was just like a regular day
regular night i was just rolling my
sushi when these two really fine girls
come in
and i'm on the sushi bar i'm by myself
that night just making sushi for the
whole restaurant and they come sit down
in front of me
so i'm i'm pretty excited to you know
get some conversation some conversation
in with them
and
break the monotony a little you know
and before i could even get a word out
my manager out of nowhere just slides in
it's like he he just he didn't take a
single step
like up off the ground he just slid in
and he he's like hello ladies
and i'm just like oh my god
so you know i got my manager over my my
shoulder now
so i have to work like act like i'm
working super hard i mean i was
but it's not like i can just like have
casual banter with these ladies now
and to put salt in the wound
right he looks at them and he says
and he doesn't even he just says hey
make me make these ladies a couple rolls
on me
and in that moment i was just so
humiliated
like
what
it's not not saying i have like some
kind of huge ego or something
but
the this guy was this guy really going
to be the person
people are people like this going to be
looking down at me for the rest of my
life am i going to let this happen
and that's really the moment that became
the seed for all my heart like any kind
of hard work that i've done in the
future
that was where it stemmed from i think
that humiliation in that moment whenever
this guy he didn't use my name he just
said hey
make these ladies a couple roles on
me yeah
so that night
i
just decided and doubled down
and uh
at that point i had stopped i hadn't
looked at code for
probably three years it was 2017.
and i just started looking up how to
like what i should learn and things like
that
and it really started me on on the
journey to becoming the programmer that
i am today
remote working remote you know with the
lifestyle that i want i have my i have a
family living in a low cost of living
area
and i feel like i'm living the dream
and the reason i made this channel
is because i know you can live that
dream too if you're if you want to live
the lifestyle that you want to live you
can achieve it
and i have absolutely no degree
so i don't think there's any excuse
really you can
learn as long as you put in the time and
effort
and that's the difference between
programming
and
other like things you see online where
there's where it's like trade stocks
and uh get rich instantly like
get buy some crypto and you'll be rich
tomorrow
those people are getting rich off of
telling you those things
i already have the job that i want i
i just don't want people to go through
what i went through
and if you had went through that i feel
for you
and
you know i don't really have friends
that i can talk to about this kind of
stuff in real life no one likes to talk
about coding no one likes to talk about
um
tech like coding meta basically
and
this is why i want to build a community
like that because maybe we can be
friends so yeah if you can relate to
that story maybe stick around i'll see
you later it's codepony out peace